Enemy

Am I pretending to be strong? Am I still that weak? am I haven't change?

Many things happened I've been through. I can learn something from them. Since I fell into deep abyss, very very dark, but I still can rise up against the sun. I just need some more time.

Suddenly I realized, I still me, I just put away, buried deep and deeper those anxieties and negatives, I didn't banish them. I realized I've changed, but not at all. I still can feel that fears, evil natures. I think its normal since I can control them, and yeah, at least I can survive so far, but can I keep going? Can I be this me further?

This demon seems like wont let me that easily, fuck you, demon. I think you were fell asleep after that time and now you wanna wake up? That way so sudden. why did you born and live inside of me?

But just see, one day I'll overcome you and take over this whole mine, and wont let you have every single of me, you natural born enemy.